solitary night
confined through my days
I can't feel my fucking face
lost it again
sick of this life
sick of all this pain
burn up the fucking book
fuck turning the page
so high


(chorus)
never knew that this would be the end of me the end of it all
recoil
living just to see if I can kill myself simply by breathing
recoil


unconscious every night
tear through my veins
just to feel some kind of pain
lost it again
a bottle hits the floor
a body’s left in waste
drinking blood just for the taste
lost it again
so high


(chorus)
never knew that this would be the end of me the end of it all
recoil
living just to see if I can kill myself simply by breathing
recoil


lost in my fear, cannot stay here
sold out to be mine
letting her face unwind
come back and see me when you're not empty
living is bleeding
standing without a fucking spine


(chorus)
never knew that this would be the end of me the end of it all
recoil
living just to see if I can kill myself simply by breathing
recoil